Barboza CS
I am Cecilia Barboza Silberberg, I am 40 years old and I have a degree in Administration. I started painting when I was 19 years old, as a hobby, in an informal instruction workshop. I always leaned towards realism, so I studied oil and acrylic techniques, to improve the finishing of my works. I like to paint faces and animals, so I choose images that inspire joyful feelings and project a sublime mood. Since I was a child I liked handicrafts, in fact I know how to knit, embroider, recycle, restore furniture and decorate, but I discovered in painting the possibility to carry out any idea. In the constant search for inspiration, I was lucky enough to learn different techniques and the use of all kinds of materials. Currently I work in my atelier, teaching mainly to entrepreneurs, promoting a cooperative business. Painting for me, became a happy way of life. Generally I get inspiration from images I collect from the internet, but I always select them and I propose to paint them, only when they generate in me, true admiration. From then on, my creative process begins, I start projecting the image in a painting, the size, the changes I would eventually make, I define the chromatic scale and I start working in stages, until I end up with the most realistic image possible. Along the way of learning I had many experiences, some good and others not so good. Always in the eagerness to learn, I knew how to get the best out of every teacher I had. In the art world sometimes, artists tend to be just artists, but it is hard for them to teach; the essential in this path is patience and perseverance, because one thing is to learn the technique and another is to learn to use it, modify it and let it flow when inspiration appears. The most important thing is that the world of art is the freest medium that exists, to be able to express oneself is the most important thing.
Artist: Barboza CS
Based in Argentina
Instagram: @cecilia_deco_art_design
Culturally features:
"Head and Sentiment: Dreams of an Artist", May 29-July 30 2021, Milostka Center for Exhibitions
"My First Steps" Artist in Residence Exhibition, Hanbell Gallery
"Modern Renaissance" Exhibition, Milostka Center for Exhibitions
October Art Gala, Milostka Center for Exhibitions
What do you aim to say by the themes in your work?
The themes in my work aim to promote taking time for self-reflection and self-healing.
Where does your inspiration come from?
Through dissection and amputation, I have built a visual language with art and science revolving around the visible and invisible wounds of trauma. I use medical and scientific images such as x-rays, as well as historical and contemporary documents, to inform my depictions of the internal form.
How would you describe your creative process?
Every once in a while, ideas come to me out of seemingly nowhere, and I will jot that idea on a piece of paper until I have the time and materials for it. Usually, though, my creative process is a combination of introspection and elaborate research. Often my work responds to my own lived experiences and I will then further investigate the history and conversations surrounding those with similar experiences. Next I will create a rendered and calculated drawing based on the initial sketch, which becomes my guide to a project in any medium.
What is integral to your work as an artist?
The fundamental components of my work are self-expression, conversation, and healing. These topics sometimes bring up uncomfortable or disturbing thoughts in one’s mind. When we are confronted with images and experiences that defy our aesthetic conventions, we have been culturally conditioned to label this as grotesque. It seems the more violent one’s repulsion, the more apparent it is that the individual has unresolved issues regarding the subject at hand.
Do you have any experiences that have impacted your art?
As someone who struggles with chronic migraines, I sometimes find myself forcing smiles and refraining from visually expressing the pounding in my head. Some of my work explores how people perceive me based on my appearance and how that differentiates from what I’m experiencing internally. The x-ray serves as a lense for this internal vision. I’ve also lost many close friends in the past year, so my process has become both a method for me to mourn as well as to heal. By touching on my own vulnerabilities, I can open a door for conversations around discomfort and the process of healing.
How would you describe your creative process?
My advice would be to make from the soul instead of worrying about whether or not the piece will sell before it’s even finished. Make room for new adventures, they may open doors that you didn’t know existed. And last, please be kind to yourself!